I feel very depressed tonight. Sort of all of the sudden. I was in a good mood until tonight. The dog dog into a sort of fight with frank, there was lots of hissing and barking. I looked up information about it online and all this stuff was saying that minpins chase everything and you can't make them stop and yada yada. Its very upsetting. Hopefully that isn't true because because I adore my cats and I don't want them to be unhappy. I also feel bad because I don't want to be pissed at bert all the time.
I'm also feeling shitty because I can't get this math homework I'm doing. I get it in class and when I try to do it at home its like I'm reading something in a foreign language. I'm going to have to get a tutor or I'm going to fail this class. I feel like an idiot. Its fucking algebra, people learned this in high school. I still have to take another math class to get into the nursing program, too. I feel lame but its really hard to do all this work while working part time. I feel like I should have more time but I don't. I guess I could use my time more wisely (like right now, for instance) but everyone needs time to relax and spend time with their friends sometimes. Besides, right now I'm having a littlel freak out so I need to write about it or I won't be able to get anything else done. I really don't have that much free time anyway, between work and school, the dog (feeding, cleaning up poop, walking, etc.) and sleeping. I'm just afraid I won't be able to get into the RN program and I'll have to go into the LPN program to RN program and have to deal with everyone aksing me what happened. Or I won't get into either and I'll end up a big fat loser.
Also frank is sick now. His little nose is running and one of his eyes has runny stuff in it. Every time I turn around one of these animals is sick.
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