Misery Loves Making Out

Lame

    I feel very depressed tonight. Sort of all of the sudden. I was in a good mood until tonight. The dog dog into a sort of fight with frank, there was lots of hissing and barking. I looked up information about it online and all this stuff was saying that minpins chase everything and you can't make them stop and yada yada. Its very upsetting. Hopefully that isn't true because because I adore my cats and I don't want them to be unhappy. I also feel bad because I don't want to be pissed at bert all the time.

    I'm also feeling shitty because I can't get this math homework I'm doing. I get it in class and when I try to do it at home its like I'm reading something in a foreign language. I'm going to have to get a tutor or I'm going to fail this class. I feel like an idiot. Its fucking algebra, people learned this in high school. I still have to take another math class to get into the nursing program, too. I feel lame but its really hard to do all this work while working part time. I feel like I should have more time but I don't. I guess I could use my time more wisely (like right now, for instance) but everyone needs time to relax and spend time with their friends sometimes. Besides, right now I'm having a littlel freak out so I need to write about it or I won't be able to get anything else done. I really don't have that much free time anyway, between work and school, the dog (feeding, cleaning up poop, walking, etc.) and sleeping. I'm just afraid I won't be able to get into the RN program and I'll have to go into the LPN program to RN program and have to deal with everyone aksing me what happened. Or I won't get into either and I'll end up a big fat loser.

    Also frank is sick now. His little nose is running and one of his eyes has runny stuff in it. Every time I turn around one of these animals is sick.

Math Class

i really wish the people in my math class would not talk to me. maybe this makes me a mean, bad person but its the truth. i don't want to talk to them. i don't care about what they have to say. i am sitting here with my face in my computer and they will still come up to me and start a conversation with me and it drives me crazy. i am tired and i don't have feel like making small talk. go away.

PS I am also in a bad mood today because I noticed my chin is getting fat. WTF. I am officially a fatty. I have a fatty double chin. Boo.

I'm a bitch, so sue me

I can't help but be a little pissed off when women I know get married and they don't even consider keeping their own names. Its craziness. People act like I'm the weird one for not changing my last name that I've had for almost 27 years. They're crazy for not even taking a second to think about changing theirs. Why is it a given? Its so stupid. We're not property. You're still married. You don't need to make your poor husband feel good about himself by changing an important part of yourself when I guarantee you he would not do the same for you because he realizes that, when you really think about it, there's no point.

can we start mocking post secret yet, like we have etsy? good, because i already have.

ugh ugh ugh

i feel really shitty today. the dog is acting up and terrorizing the cats, i did really bad on my math test - like really bad, we have no money in our checking account - like less than ten dollars, and my financial aid money still hasn't posted. i'm so tired of things being shitty. i'm tired of working and being poor. i'm tired of my smart-ass math professor treating me like i'm an imbecile because i don't know how to do algebra. i'm tired of having to listen attentively to other people's problems and long-ass boring stories when no one ever listens to mine. i'm tired of not getting the recognition i deserve and other people not getting the bitching out that they deserve. i'm tired of oweing people money. i'm tired of worrying about what everyone else wants to do about my wedding - its my fucking wedding.

If this dog doesn't stop pooping in the house, I'm going to staple his butthole shut. Seriously, its pissing me off.

Children and other distractions

So... this isn't about anyone in particular because I really don't want to hurt anyone's feelings, I'm just discussing this in generalities okay? okay.

I understand that having a child is probably one of the most intense experiences a person can have. You actually grow a person - that is some heavy shit. I get it. But I have heard people say on many occasions say that it not only changes everything but that you don't know "real love" until you've had a child. Fuck that.

I know what love is. I love my family, I love my animals and I love my fiance'. I love my fiance desperately. You may say "you don't have kids so you don't know what this feels like". Well, you don't experience love the way I do either so you don't know what my relationships feel like. Maybe you never experienced "real love" until you had a child but the rest of us have been experiencing it our whole lives.

The moral of the story is, please don't insult those of us who don't have children by insinuating the the relationships and feelings we have are lesser than your own.

I wonder if men feel judged or watched when they're out in public, the way that women do. Do they feel like people, women specifically, are looking them over?

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